Update #6, 29th of Oct.

Vince, you never let me down! Vince is the man in Winnipeg who set up this site for Jitka.  I am sure she would like to say say thanks to you for it.  So many people can read about her rocky road of recovery.  I have so much help offered to me.  There are some truly wonderful people out there helping me with the children.  Thank you so much.  I tell Jitka about it every day. I place a cold towel on her head and whisper into her ear.  She seems to love that.  I opened her eyelids today and showed her the pictures of the children.  Her tears came out.  I can’t imagine how much she misses them.  I think it is time for me to tell Rowan what happened.  I know it will hurt him to hear about his mommy being like this.  And I really don’t want that.  But I am tired of coming up with stories.  I hope we will get through it OK.  I tried to put them in a daycare today.  It was not the experience we were looking for…  I guess we are just all too fragile now.  And we are just all waiting for our little fragile flower to bloom again.  Someone stepped on my flower, but she will bloom again.  It is hard to feel pain, but now I find it harder to see it.  Thank you so much helping us get though it.